Today marks two months since Paul’s death. As I have stated to friends lately, I
am not sure if it feels like 2 months, 2 weeks or 2 years. What I do know is that the grieving
process is peculiar and it clearly takes a heavy toll on the mind, body and
soul. I go from
being angry to accepting to denial to depressed and then back to denial. And I find myself saying a million times a day, “I cannot believe Paul is gone.”
I am not sure about you, but as I continue to grieve over
the loss of Paul, I am amazed to
see how much Paul’s spirit lives on – at the beach, with friends, family and
acquaintances. This spirit has
helped me get through some of my toughest days. With that said, this month Windsurfing
Magazine made special mention of Paul.
I could not believe it when Soyheil pointed it out to me - Paul Mann in Windsurfing Magazine!
As I read through the piece, my first emotion was sadness. But then, as I was staring at that amazing photo, I felt so proud. Proud that I was able to have Paul in my life (even if it was way too short). Proud to have created memories with him. Proud to have been able to be, not only his girlfriend, but also his friend. Even through our saddest days, I hope we can all continue to be proud of what Paul meant to us. So, buy the magazine and check it out the tribute.
Keep remembering Paul Mann and please continue to keep in touch. As Paul would have said……..
Cheers Big Ears,
Michelle Urban
Michelleurban1974@gmail.com
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